Forgetting the God you loved

Well, my friend,

The day you once feared has come.

Left to our own selves,

we finally found out that, 

Our fire has been put out, 

Our commitment, loose, 

Our obedience, imperfect. 

And our love, cold. 

An inconceivable thought, 

For people who stayed in the sanctuary, 

Serving relentlessly….

Discreetly confused.

Pressing on while pressed. 

Running hard limping. 

In the age of convenience, 

You have finally found the imposter within,

And in the same convenience, 

Found yourself slipping through

the crevices of your being.

After having spent much time with yourself, 

Like a drunk man sobered after a hangover, 

You were a drunk man sobered by reality. 

You thought… 

You didn’t really love God

as much as you thought you did.

Isn’t it troubling to know that..

The Peter who walked on the waters, 

Was the same Peter who abandoned Christ in the land.

Peter… you… and… me.

Maybe we have…. 

We have foolishly overestimated our affection. 

We thought our love was too strong, 

That disobedience was impossible.

But the truth is, 

Our love is fickle.

But by now my friend, 

After years of obeying him, 

We must remember, 

That though we are foolishly fickle, 

His love isn’t.

Isn’t it freeing to know that…

The Jesus who bid Peter to get out of the boat, 

Was the same Jesus who ate with him in the shore.

And He starts again with us,

“Peter, do you love me?”

And again, we say, 

“Yes, Lord”

It is best, my dear friend, 

That when we forget, 

We do the next right thing: 

remember. 


May we overcome spiritual amnesia. Remember by reading with me the Scriptures in Luke 22 and John 21. May He grant you the strength to read again His truth – truth that sets us free.

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